to my 'BRUDDERS' brandon and kunyi (:

for sticking up for me when i least expected it. they were like the last people that i bet would give a damn about me and my stupid personal life. and yet they did. to the point that they'd rather stick up for me and turn their backs on one of their friends whom they used to hang out alot with but did me wrong, to the point that they'd bear a grudge with him for months! it was pretty sometime ago but yeah, i'm just thankful yet guilty at the same time. brandon's the kind of guy whom you'll expect to hear 'knnbccb you fat dick go fck yourself asshole' shooting out from his mouth readily, and would hardly give a shit about some emo like me, yet when he told me 'if anyone bullies you means he's bullying my SISTAH too. tell me and we'll go hoot him' i seriously didn't know whether to cry or to laugh.

i hardly even thought that it was possible that they'd still remember a 'SISTAH' like me hoho. after like three years and when we didn't really talk much besides when being in a group before so it's just really nice to know they care haha. but they kept it from me all this while! however i feel kinda sad because we used to be one whole gang of really good friends, and yet now it's been splitted up so badly it's like they're having this silent war for gawd knows what reason lol.

i'm just surprised that they'd stand on my side and call him a bastard. honestly, no one would really give a damn about it. letting certain people into my personal life is such a big mistake. suddenly having brandon and kunyi giving me their word for protection feels great. it's like i still have someone to lean on.

well but i don't think he's a bastard, she's just the bitch. my views are fckdup, so call me stupid after all that's happened.

thanks anyway, brudders (:

{ C }
the kind of girl who mopes around about stuff ALOT
& somedays on mute mode

A LEFT-HANDER WHO FEEDS ON JROCK :D

Is a caffeine addict, & doesn't mind giving up talking for good. With not much self-confidence to start with, her ugly teeth upset her a lot but she plans to do nothing about it. Cheap thrills include rainy days, graphic designing, writing & a little dosage of her jrock darlings. Can conjure up some really good shit in her mind sometimes, but has problems putting them onto paper and into reality. Overall an average kid who's neither here nor there in everything she does, & gets bothered by it sometimes. Has trouble finding her direction in life. Mostly negative and wishes to be more apathetic. Currently finding a way to start a new life in Japan, with a different name.

Still likes to talk to inanimate things like her stuffed penguin.

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